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I’m Ashley, eighteen and from boring ‘ol Kentucky.
I want to be an explorer and go on adventures for the rest of my life. I want to fall in love. I love, love every kind of music and fashion is a slight passion. I have a completely unfounded, life-long dedication and love for The Fray. Ed Sheeran is utterly remarkable. I have the biggest fangirl affair with One Direction. They're flawless. All Time Low, The Hunger Games, Harry Potter, Disney. Yes. I’ve grown a lot in the past few months and live my life for me now. I quite fancy British accents and plan on living in London or Manhattan by the time I’m 24. I love tattoos; I love how freely you can express yourself. I would be fine if I could drop out of school tomorrow and soar. I admittedly like to be alone but wouldn’t ignore a good conversation. I’m starting to come into my own and I think everything that I post here can coincide with that.
I’m going to make something of my life and have no intentions of staying in this state or even this country. I want to see the world, climb Mount Everest and The Great Wall, ride on The London Eye and go on a safari in Africa. I’m most comfortable in an airport alone where no one knows an ounce about me. I just want to be the person that I am inside of my head.
I want to fly.

Ask me anything

February 27th
10:33 PM

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I never feel at home anywhere I go. I always feel fat. I’ve never had a boyfriend and have never been kissed. I’m convinced I’m socially stupid, I’m terrible at flirting with people I don’t know. I don’t have many friends. I’m utterly insecure. I have an addiction to cutting slits into my skin. I typically eat less that 800 calories a day. I run three miles a day. I feel the need to scream at random points during the day. I’m afraid of failing at whatever I do 24/7. I’m terrified of the future. Music has saved my life more than once. I let people walk all over me. I would rather everyone else be happy than myself. I’m a hopeless romantic. I just want to have someone love me unconditionally and for the rest of my life. I wish that I could get the courage to do what I want and be who I want.