I'm Ashley and I'm eighteen years old.
Music and art are what define me. I adore fashion, British accents and anything and everything that involves the United Kingdom. I'm going to travel the world and reach my dreams that I've set for myself, dreams that no one else understands. I'm incredibly indecisive and anxiety prone and perhaps one of the most sensitive people in this world.
I just want to go to New York and London.
I want to fly.

That is all.
January 31st
2:09 AM

I Can Barely Say (Please, be advised that it is 2 in the morning and I am so pumped on adrenaline that I’ve lost my mind and some of this is probably not right)

I said I told you everything,

But I left something out underneath the stairwell.

And, I’m under lock and key, but you can probably tell.

(I have no idea) in a prison cell.

I wanna be turned, but all you will do is turn to me.

If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?

‘Cause I’ve been gone so long, I can barely say.

All I know is now I want to say

Has it been too long since I went away?

‘Cause I’m trying to find the words, but I can barely say.

I used to be the sun, waiting silently but they barely noticed me.

But, I’ve been talking in my sleep

When everybody sees, they’ll turn and run from me

I wanna be turned, but all you will do is turn to me.

If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?

‘Cause I’ve been gone so long, I can barely say.

All I know is now I want to say

Has it been too long since I went away?

‘Cause I’m trying to find the words, but I can barely say.

I wanted to run, I wanted to love and be loved in return.

But will I ever get back?

Do I know?

Too much to return

I’ve been gone so long, I can barely say.

All I know is now I want to say

Has it been too long since I went away?

‘Cause I’m trying to find the words, but I can barely say.

  1. feel-your-heartbeatx said: I WAS JUST DOING THIS. HAHA And I don’t know what he says before prison cell and does he say “I wanna return” instead of “I wanna be turned”.
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